Unknown Caller

Phone rings
Unknown number
Fuck that shit for disturbing my slumber
But I answer .. fuck why not ?
Some one calling at this time needs me or
They've lost the plot
Familiar voice down the line ,
It was the latter ,
Dosnt matter ,
as she spoke my heart sunk
Memories sponging in like oil in batter.

She's drunk again , this happened only a few months ago ,
I say "why you buzzing me ? You should leave me alone ,Plus We discussed that we would never again be in contact , had
Something to do with ya partner writing your contract ,
She says he been cheating ? I'm like "how's that my problem ?
Everytime you enter my life chaos comes knocking .
Plus I got my own shit to deal with I don't need the dramas , you abused me and lied to me , you started the fire "
...I hang up ... fuck
Now I feel like a cunt
I wanted to call back but that would be dumb...
So now I'm lying awake , worried about her self abuse ,
I wouldn't date her again , I know that nothing is new ,
But this churn in my chest
Well Of course I still care ,
But inside I know she wanted to use me again
It's not fair ....


Written by u53l355
Author's Note
This is a true story , I did my best rhyme it . It's true that I'm concerned but I know I'll just be abused in the end , I haven't got the mental capacity to deal with her, we broke up for a reason.
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