her shine is beautiful

 
my scarlet hurt shine
it was a deep cut that burn as it bled and my truths from me
I took to the shadows bathing in the cool waters of alchemy

I needed this break from reality
my madness spoke wisdoms my mind couldn't grasp
hidden honesties sift through the fractures in my soul
I broke a little everyday feeling you near enough to hold
but understanding I was too different in the dark shine

my culted beauty sang on a wavelength you know
but could not relate to
my bitter need cried indigo tears
for the grace I desire and the brutal hand dealt

I love you, would not atone for your need
it beckon you into bedrooms meant for fucking
I understand your greed and plead for you to fill it
in between the ivory legs of the woman who is softest
pink pleasures meant to dull the ache for those like us

torment knows us intimately
it is foolish to believe one woman can assuage a man's passions
when they growl from clenched teeth, knuckles bleeding from a brawl
and a hardon that talks loudest
it demands satisfaction

your intellect desires a playmate
I am such a lady I will surprise you every time
I was made for such
if not I would have been gotten rid of long ago

I reinvent myself daily
may the woman I am please you
keep you on edge wondering what I will say
and in your darkest hours rouse you
so you may give your penance to the pussy that pleases

uttering your prayers and blasphemies to a beautiful whore
making her flesh pay for your greed