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Gasparilla 2014 -- Ellie's song  

Her tongue and clit were both pierced,
and by the end of our three-night stand,  
I knew why.  
 
I went to stay with  
my bestie for the  
Gasparilla Festival in 2014.  
 
My bestie was a  
drag mother,  
and I’m an Amazonian.  
He thought he could  
drag me out enough  
I could pass.  
 
As a man dressed as a beautiful woman.  
 
So there we were,  
coming out of a dance club  
where the techno made my  
teeth rattle,  
and I ground  
my ass against  
confused dicks and chicks alike,  
throwing drinks back  
throwing my arms up  
throwing it all away  
because why the fuck not  
when you’re young  
 
My bestie and I giggle-staggered  
down the packed street  
when she called out  
“Hey, girl, you want a hit.”  
 
I stopped.  
Filled with the  
prospect of intentional bad decisions,  
I stopped, because she’d called  
me out for what I was.  
 
She was holding a joint in her  
right hand, her left hand in her pocket,  
and she exhaled a smoke circle  
as she took in my gladiator platform heels  
dance shorts  
and halter top.  
Her eyes paused a moment  
at the trails of glitter  
along my stomach,  
and the little daisy charm  
dangling on my belly ring  
 
I liked the game.  
I liked kissing girls with  
soft lips in bars for attention.  
I liked leaning down and  
biting an earlobe  
before we both went  
back and got some extra good  
dick  
 
And I liked that this hardcore  
dyke  
wanted to play with me.  
So I was going to  
play with her a little  
and hopefully pick  
up a boy before the night  
was over.  
 
Her name was Ellie.  
 
My name was fucked.  
 
Ellie was short,  
blonde,  
her hair in a gel-spiked pixy,  
wearing loose jeans  
and a button up man’s shirt,  
tucked in with a belt.  
She had a tattoo of  
a dragon on her forearm  
and she wore  
North Face hiking shoes.  
 
I reached out to take the joint,  
but she put it in her mouth,  
inhaled deeply,  
and pulled me to her by my hair  
and shotgunned the smoke.  
 
Our lips didn’t touch, but I could  
feel something shift in her smirk.  
Ellie passed the joint to me,  
and motioned for me to  
take a hit.  
 
It went down wrong,  
I stood there coughing like a noob,  
so she took the joint back and said,    
“I’d tie you to a chair  
and lick you until you screamed”  
 
She went to the next bar with us  
and I was showing off like  
a little pick-me bitch  
throwing drinks back  
throwing my arms up  
throwing it all away  
because why the fuck not  
when you’re young  
 
My bestie found a boy and left.  
So Ellie took me home.  
 
I still get high thinking  
about the way she didn’t go right for it  
didn’t dive right to the man-zone of  
tits-ass-cunt  
she drove me out of my goddam mind  
finding erogenous zones that  
hadn’t been invented.  
 
I still get high thinking  
about how she smelled  
like Drakkar, but felt  
like my own skin.  
 
I still think of the way she  
showed me how to  
ask for what I wanted  
… right there…  
… right there…  
… a little softer…  
and I can taste the pungent  
combination of weed  
and  
her.  
 
After the long weekend  
I went back home  
and she promised to call.  
 
But she never did.  
 
I like to think she’s  
still somewhere with that  
fucking swagger and a blunt,  
calling out  
“Hey, girl, you want a hit.”  
 
 
"Hey girl."  
 
 
Hey.
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