The plant they never had time to water

When it comes to me,
They can't be bothered.
Like that silly plant
You forgot to water.
And the sun is getting hotter,
You wouldn't do this to your daughter.  
Why'd I even bother.
You'll just find another.
Heart to destroy.  
Like I was just a toy.
You toss my heart around like a fucking rag doll,
I'm on the edge and about to fall.
 
Down to my knees and beg for forgiveness,
For all the times I feel lost and hopeless.
 
What can I do?
How do I improve?  
When my brain is attached to my body,
Like it really matters,
I’m still just a NOBODY.
 
Just wanna be somebody,
That somebody likes.
Someone to be here and love me at night.
why do I find the ones that don’t treat me right?  
 
No I’m not desperate!
Just sick of wasting time I invested.