can we start over?

They say time heals all things
and I don't know if those words
are true or just something  
the wounded say to themselves
 
I've lived through things
I thought wouldn't get better
and still woke up one day  
with lungs full of air
and a smile for the sunshine  
 
Can we start over and leave  
these demons behind?
let the past fade  
to lessons learned  
 
I want to let go  
of all the things I fear  
find happiness  
in the adventures to come  
 
But I've rocked up to the party
with a house full of baggage  
and no where to put it  
so instead we step around it
talk over it and and wonder if
I'll ever take the time to unpack  
the things I've overburdened  
myself with  
 
They say time heals all things
and I don't know if those words
are true or just something  
the wounded say to themselves
 
But I've lived through things
I thought wouldn't get better
and still woke up one day  
with lungs full of air
and a smile for the sunshine  
 
And I'll keep fighting  
for those days again  
 
Can we start over?
 
© Indie Adams 2022