Deeper Than Pain

I am dead on the inside, there is nothing left but the pain
I am drowning in the reverberation of you saying my name
IIII, IsIsIsIs, MeMeMeMe, IIII, IsIsIsIs, MeMeMeMe
But through the murky waters of my tears, boo I just can't see

Slowly but surely you were becoming something that I never had before
This nomadic heart was about to declare you it's new home
I slept on your words, I recited them in my dreams
My heart and mind were finally forming a team

In your own way, you started showing me your love
This was so hard to do, because so many had abused your love
The thought of getting to close, to fast, was such a frightening thing
You and I the big bang, and our love the eternal universal ring

You couldn't be sure there was expansions and contraction
Was our love background noise, radiation or a magnetic reaction
Pushed by you to the very edges of deep space
You don't want me to feel your touch, I'm not allowed to gaze upon your face

Bobbing like a cork in the deepness of this frigid and blackened sea
I prayed for a saving line and hook, IIII, IsIsIsIs, MeMeMeMe
The one fish praying to be caught and pulled from space's depths
To recalbrate the pain and take back every tear that we wept

They say that your sins shall return a thousand fold
I don't know about the sin, but when that pain unfolds
It's like standing before creation and watching the universe explode
I stood on the horizon of you and me, and the truth was told