Inexplicable Emotions

A comely Thai girl was sitting at the table with me.
She gave me a sudden surge of libido.
My heart was beating faster than normal.
I was trying to conceal my nervousness,
But my hands were sweating and shaking.
I had to take a few deep breaths to relax.
 
The waitress served delicious food and red wine.
It was a perfect setting for our first date.
I complimented Kenda on her loveliness,
Then I sat in silence with both hands on my chin.
She asked me why I wasn’t saying anything.
I told her that her charm had enraptured me.
 
Love songs were playing in the dim light.
Kenda said that she was having a wonderful time.
We went outside to get some fresh air.
I could tell that she was as nervous as I was.
She couldn’t explain her amatory emotions.
I was experiencing the same thing so I understood.
 
There was a distinct feeling in my heart that night.
My inexplicable emotion felt stronger than love.
I couldn’t communicate my feelings to Kenda.
The words that I knew couldn’t explain how I felt.
I wanted to show her the things I couldn’t say,
So I kissed her and hoped she could feel my love.