Breaking Up

Some of the simplest things seem hardest to do
I could've spent more time or remembered, "I Love You"
Walking through life, following the same old lines
You giving me yours and me keeping mine

Simple conversation easy going at first
Soon emotions unravel ending in an outburst
There's a lot to happen between now and tomorrow
Things that can't be changed like hurt and sorrow

Saying, " I don't care if you leave"
Was more than both could believe
But loud mouths with tempers flaring
Won't allow compromise, no more sharing

But it's a situation that I place myself in
While walking a straight line, I left kinks and bends
I should've enjoyed you and let life live
Instead of asking for more than even you could give

Now I'm lying in bed listening to the rain
Drops pure as you, cling to the pane
So I up the window to splash some on my face
But its not the same, rain has no taste

Now I'm lonely and feeling remorse
I might be crazy because I don't know the source
Am I dying or emotionally baffled
To think of crying as a river of laughter

Terrible dreams of never seeing you again
My life would be short but eternal the pain
Lately there's calls going out, but none coming in
I feel like a stranger outside looking in at my own sins

All the deceit and emotional abuse
Totally blind of what I had to loose
Each decision made is away you choose
Every way described I've already used

Wallowing in pity, full of regret
Setting a new goal, your love to get
I know it won't be easy, the best things are earned
I'm nothing without you is a lesson well learned

Will you take me back, can we start over again
Will you cure my sickness or let the pain remain
All thoughts racing through my mind as I approach
I'll win if I say what my heart has coached