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Almost 15 years… gone
When it happened
I wasn’t sure what to do?
I laughed it off
Then screamed on day two.
In my mind
It wasn’t that bad
But just a few words
Made them so fucking mad.
I stayed up for days
Crying and screaming
I hoped and prayed
That it wasn’t real and I was just dreaming
“We can still fix this”
“We can still fix this”
I was frantic
Trying not to forget this
*blocked*
I was so scared
So afraid
Unprepared
And in so much pain
Months later
Still I try
Call or text
Just give me a reply
It hurts
knowing your gone
My best friend
I’ve known for so long
I wasn’t sure what to do?
I laughed it off
Then screamed on day two.
In my mind
It wasn’t that bad
But just a few words
Made them so fucking mad.
I stayed up for days
Crying and screaming
I hoped and prayed
That it wasn’t real and I was just dreaming
“We can still fix this”
“We can still fix this”
I was frantic
Trying not to forget this
*blocked*
I was so scared
So afraid
Unprepared
And in so much pain
Months later
Still I try
Call or text
Just give me a reply
It hurts
knowing your gone
My best friend
I’ve known for so long
Published 13th May 2022
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Anonymous
13th May 2022 9:04pm
Exceptional outpouring and conveyance.
It's brave and beautifully bold to express such deep dense truths. I applaud the gumption.
I do sincerely hope writing this poem allowed for some sense of catharsis.
Excellent work.
🌹 - B
(nice meeting you)
It's brave and beautifully bold to express such deep dense truths. I applaud the gumption.
I do sincerely hope writing this poem allowed for some sense of catharsis.
Excellent work.
🌹 - B
(nice meeting you)
13th May 2022 9:11pm
Thank you so much. I’m hoping this poem will either reach them or help me get over it.
