I miss you brother

I sit by your grave, knowing not what to say, it's been two months now since you were taken away, I miss you more brother every day,

I'm looking after mum, but she is a mess, contemplating suicide because of the stress, I feel like I've been punched in the chest

I can't sleep , I'm scared of what mum may do, we can't lose her the same way we lost you,

I  believe you waited for me before you passed on, it's the longest ever trip that I've done,

I don’t know how we're going to get through this, but we will,  we have to,

So if you're looking down say a prayer for us today , and know this brother,  we love you in every single way ❤️ 💙 💜