what's the difference?(between the lines prt2)

       
         
         
         
    I'm not a poetic genius; I'd like to think I could be; perhaps pursue a career to make some money....        
         
         
    move to another place-like another country.... but see my disposition and overall mindset won't allow that to be....        
         
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  though anyway a question presents itself to me? what's the difference between...."staying home" or trying a "different country"; because from what I've seen there's not much a difference on the "other side of the world"        
         
         
there's still similar "weather conditions" perhaps just as much pain to bear, if one "visits another country" it may lead to despair....        
         
         
so....what is the difference besides the "obvious facts"; because if there are none, one might as well wrap up the map....        
         
         
if someone could make out the "background lyrics" "muffled in the back"; you'd probably agree that one should never "pack a bag"....        
         
         
because one may, never return back....        
         
     
what's the difference between "visiting another country" or "staying home"?