energies

 
within the sacred storm there is understanding
the universe watches on patiently
while all of us vibrate on different frequencies
interconnected to our surroundings and the people around us
we give and take energies
the karmic wheel spins

sometimes I struggle with the need to connect with peoples
when I am supposed to be contemplating
the quiet days make me nervous
it's just me alone with myself and my thoughts
during this time my spirit guide backs off
and I am unsure how to proceed
I am silently observed to see how I respond to different stimuli

in slow reel I am given a review of my life
I see my flaws they cause me anxiety
little imperfections that need working on
after a few days of review
I am humming along with the rest of humanity again

these days of reflection cause me to fear
there was a time I was uncertain
and remains so to this day
that my guide and peoples can be taken away

what I learned about myself this time,
is I need to give more of myself
not expecting a kindness in return
to not be so much of a taker and more a giver of energies

in sync with the universe I will be happier
I am selfish in some regards
this will be difficult