"unreal"

       
         
         
    "ain't no love in the heart of the city"🎶🎶....  

      
         
        this experience feels so unreal....

         
  I know I'm not insane; I look around and observe reflections of my pain; this life thing-this game; how every day's the same; it's a strain just to greet a woman and ask her what's her name....        
         
         
     this life thing; it's about occupation, reputation, status, money, security to your name; and you're considered "nothing" if you're lacking in any of these things....    
     
     
 fueled by emotions while experiencing this thing.... violence, and manipulation while experiencing this thing....        
       
       
we complain, but the truth is the foundation of this pain....is that most of how this "awesome" world is set up, it's so unreal and vain.... it's not designed for everyone to be "happy"....        
   
         
shitty circumstances, shitty rat race....shitty egos.... pain, pain, pain, pain, pain....      
   
         
temporary if at all any "escape" in this thing....how does one find in maintain comfort? how does one truly genuinely find peace? what is one to do?
 
 
this experience feels so unreal