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Should I Go?

I have only known you a few weeks,
You've been kind, and understanding, without critiques,
You're kind, intelligent, funny, nerdy, and beautiful,
I thought what we had was meaningful,
We'd chat online,
Everything seemed fine,
Then you left for a few days,
A needed break from this online maze,
But something changed in you,
I know you're hurting, that is true,
But you don't want to talk to me anymore,
What are we anymore?
We weren't defined,
But it seems you've resigned
From anything we thought we could be,
And now I've got to be free.
It hurts me to say this,
I hope I'm misunderstanding, hope I'm amiss.
I'm not trying to be a monster,
But I can't sit around forever,
Waiting to know how you feel about me,
Sitting here, waiting to see
If whom I care about,
Cares about me, in this verbal drought.
Did I do something wrong?
Did I say something wrong?
Or is this only mental health issues,
And not "us" issues?
Do you still care?
Because by golly, I sure care.
Just tell me if you don't want to talk anymore,
Don't leave me hanging, hoping for more.
From my analysis,
I really think that if you're willing to work with me on this,
We can really make this bloom,
I don't want to leave, it would leave me in gloom,
I would move on with my life, yes,
But it would take me awhile, I confess.
Do you want me to stay?
That's all you have to say.
Should I go?
I hope it's a no,
But I'd rather not add more to your plate,
What, with your current mental and emotional state.
Written by Orc_Pirate_68 (Sabrina Kirk-Caldwell)
Published
Author's Note
#MentalHealth #Depression #LGBT
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