so tired

Death,oh how I call out to you to embrace me now in my time of pain,come and take me away from this whore of a world,for I no longer want to be a part of.My daily devotion going nowhere,my daily belief being put to the test constantly.If there is a God ''show me your wonderous power and love.If not just let me die!''Beckoning the call of the supreme ruler of hell,I feel eternal damnation upon me.I'm so tired of all of this madness,Ijust want out!!