SHE WILL ALWAYS HATE ME

I do not know where I’m going
But I do know that I’m showing yeah
Pain on my face when I’m home
Too much space when I’m gone
I know that you feel alone
Your secrets kill me every time I lie
Distance from me every time I try
To put a smile on your face
When you cross my mind
I remember those days
Million thoughts in my head
The sweetest smile on your face
Inside I’m feeling so dead
Cause I want you
Yeah I want you
Wanna ask for your hand
Take you out on a date
I want to know the things that you hate
Cause I wanna know you
Yeah I wanna know you
I wanna tell you everything
That’s been going on
But I’m afraid that you’ll leave
Cause I’ve done so wrong
I’ve made mistakes in the past
That I’m ashamed of
My mind is worn from the truth
And the pain love
Never thought I would come to conclusions
Then I failed and we’re done
The ship has sailed and it’s gone
I’m in hell and it burns