Nevermind

Sometimes I break,
My memories flake,
I just want to disappear,
where ever I go,
I always know,
That I'll end up back here.
I let words get to me,
I just want to be free,
But I know I'll shatter,
I take words to heart,
And then it all starts.
It's all one similar pattern,
Just leave me alone,
To be on my own,
With all my mind to ponder,
But I'll twist and I'll cry,
And I won't know why,
I will just have to wonder.
A vicious cycles
all the same
So, never mind.