Passive Aggressive

 
lost track of some unknown time
talking in the mirror sunday night
feeling ashamed for sharing my
notes with you and posting on du
urges to cut again over it all
so i follow through monday morn
slice up my back before work
just because i fkn wanted to
wanna be a bad girl
don't wanna gaf
wanna show them all
i don't play by the rules
but afterall what's the point
when this life is so fkn lonely
it's like this music is the only
witness that even knows me
n i don't wanna be liked by
anyone anyway anymore
it gives them too much power
over me, don't wanna fall
cause i'm already crawling
through the mudpit i created
scraping skin off my knees
and hurling up profanities
at the sky like i'm losing
this battle with my mind
don’t need a reason to justify
why i still just wanna fkn die
it's just me myself and i
alone together on this ride