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Saudade
I deleted your number
from my contacts , today, and
it felt like
jumping off an iceberg, into
frigid waters--
shocking , yet a small bit
exhilarating.
Took me seven years
to nurse the courage
to hit that button.
Oh, I knew from the start
that Heaven would never let you text me ...
but I wondered "What if....."
Iwon't can't delete
your emails, though--
not yet.
It drained a lot from my marrow
to do your phone number, today.
(That'll have to suffice, and settle in.)
I printed them, though ,
the emails
and put them with the pictures of us.
Oh, some would say
"Get on with your life , already!"
But it's not so simple
to open my heart again, when
I can just be safe
and read how much you loved me.
It's sort of easier , that way.
Love, to you ....XOXO
from my contacts , today, and
it felt like
jumping off an iceberg, into
frigid waters--
shocking , yet a small bit
exhilarating.
Took me seven years
to nurse the courage
to hit that button.
Oh, I knew from the start
that Heaven would never let you text me ...
but I wondered "What if....."
I
your emails, though--
not yet.
It drained a lot from my marrow
to do your phone number, today.
(That'll have to suffice, and settle in.)
I printed them, though ,
the emails
and put them with the pictures of us.
Oh, some would say
"Get on with your life , already!"
But it's not so simple
to open my heart again, when
I can just be safe
and read how much you loved me.
It's sort of easier , that way.
Love, to you ....XOXO
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