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Father
Does this façade please you?
You like pretending we are happy.
You like covering the hurt and pain
Showing only sparkly rainbow smiles.
Fuck you!
Everything is not ok,
It hurts and is dark and cold!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I am never good enough for you
My achievements are never enough.
AP courses, all A’s, teachers love me!
You don’t care…
I could be Jesus Fucking Christ
And all I’d get is “but you could do better!”
You want to cover the scars and pain?
The dried blood is red paint is it?
Well you can’t fucking make me up!
I will not be covered by pink hearts
And forced smiles!
Go Die in a hole Father,
I am not your picture perfect daughter.
You like pretending we are happy.
You like covering the hurt and pain
Showing only sparkly rainbow smiles.
Fuck you!
Everything is not ok,
It hurts and is dark and cold!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I am never good enough for you
My achievements are never enough.
AP courses, all A’s, teachers love me!
You don’t care…
I could be Jesus Fucking Christ
And all I’d get is “but you could do better!”
You want to cover the scars and pain?
The dried blood is red paint is it?
Well you can’t fucking make me up!
I will not be covered by pink hearts
And forced smiles!
Go Die in a hole Father,
I am not your picture perfect daughter.
Published 9th Mar 2012
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9th Mar 2012 10:38pm
A sharp thin sword pierced through my heart,
it was formed by words...I relate to this!
it was formed by words...I relate to this!
9th Mar 2012 11:25pm
You do not know the level I can relate to this. I cried while reading it. Thank you for writing a piece of brilliance.
10th Mar 2012 10:12pm
Thank you for your comments. my family and friends in person never seem to care about my writing, so it's nice to know that I'm not as bad as I thought I was.
