Dilemma

I can’t breathe you took my lungs along with my heart
I wanna know what you're doing, who you've been with, and who your seeing.
I gave you everything you asked of me and still, you ripped what's left of me.
How do I turn this shit off???
Steadily lying, cheating by walking around with condoms and we don't even use any.
Can't I can't do this without you, I can't breathe save me...
Here I am stuck on you and liquor I wanna get better yet I wanna move on but I can't HELP ME!!!
I fight minutely with the thoughts that are in my head, hope that hope doesn't fail me now.
I love you as you are why can't you see that???
I'm here fucked up over you, writer’s block for nine months because of the stress you've put me through. We've lost our baby girl because you are immature and not a man of your word what have you left me to do kill myself for you to feel something???
I can't do this without you I have given you everything but I'm not perfect I'm only human so love me please.