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Grow

I'm always fighting these demons
Its hard for me to let go
Even when I break through the barrier
The pain inside will grow

I've tried to work it out
On who I'm meant to be
Dreaming of a brand new day
Hoping that I find my destiny

Lonely nights as I lay awake
Wishing for a way through the storm
My heart just seems to break apart
And my soul is simply torn

I'm always fighting these demons
Its hard for me to let go
Even when I break the barrier
The pain inside will grow

I've tried to work it out
On who I'm meant to be
Dreaming of a brand new day
Hoping that I find my destiny

I'm trying to move on
But something pulls me back
I'm lost and alone
My mind won't stay intact

I'm broken and afraid
That I'll lose all I have
Nothing is ever easy
Sometimes you wave the flag

I'm always fighting my demons
Its hard for me to let go
Even when I break through the barrier
The pain inside will grow

I've tried to work it out
On who I'm meant to be
Dreaming of a brand new day
Hoping that I find my destiny

I'm always fighting my demons
It's hard for me to let go
Even when I break the barrier
The pain inside will grow

I've tried to work it out
On who I'm meant to be
Dreaming of a brand new day
Hoping that I find my destiny

I'm always fighting my demons
It's hard for me to let go
Even when I break the barrier
The pain inside will grow

Written by CosiestPrism273

(Jordan Kunkel)

Published 15th Jan 2022

Author's Note

I'm not able to really write much but luckily I was able to here. The neurologist I'm seeing says I have a lot of pressure in my head. They saw it in my eyes. Apparently they were going up and down. My head is completely fucked and they are going to be giving me a veinogram to check to make sure the fluid is actually being drained as he doesn't believe it is doing so. Not 100% sure as my mind isn't fully there but yeah. Hopefully I'm able to get back on my feet. Here's a song I came up with. Editing and singing would take too much energy right now so here it is as just lyrics.