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A Sinner’s Prayers

This Straight Talk Live piece is in dedication to the energies that has revolved around earth’s existence to be classified in retrospect a Sinner’s Prayers.    
      
These stalwart energies are strangely, here to unjustly balance the hemisphere, its right and wrong, ups and downs, the Yin and the Yang, which all found is in the basilica of the beginning life and the life span leading to our death.      
     
Most of these forces are considered inevitable one what also remember Hollow Be Thy Name Thy Kingdom Come On Earth As It Is In Heaven.      
     
Malevolent presences are placed within society, yet they must be rendered accordingly to endorse, obstruct, or simply put to coincide in humility’s daily progression.      
     
In retrospect of writing Sinner’s Prayers, this goes back to an occasion that happened many months ago when in the position of  the full-time Director Of Nursing at my place of employment. There was a resident who for unknown reason took to the light of my shining; he was a hospice patient and his life’s path consisted of various dark elements of sound, mind, body, and I can assume the portal of bargaining his soul.      
     
As of recent and without any legal contesting by any next of kin or under any unduly influence by this former resident patient, I’ve learned through probate and then through the executive of his’ will, I have now become the sole proprietor of the deceased’s assets, deeds, investments, and some other personal rare items I rather not divulge.      
     
This is where the testimonial of one’s faith comes into play. To be truthful, I could retire today and be well off, with no questions asked, no conscious to bear the brunt of morality other than my own.      
     
If anyone is to know and I state with the utter most respect this same resident was into some dark elements. Esteem among his brotherhood peers, from the essence of evidence foretold of bad intentions, bad karma, and wickedness for all innocent evolved.      
      
Since this was long forgotten and a fading memory. Here today, I must now ask myslef, knowing this was once the wishes of frail gentleman, to oversee his legacy, an inheritance I’ve had no privilege in to have assisted in building in its destiny or its acclamation.      
     
A person who at any given moment would have been a ship passing in the night, however, who latched onto me in his last remining weeks, always wanted to converse with me, arrogantly debating my faith, made me question his non-beliefs, nevertheless, never once in disrespectable monotones. I became submissive to hear his thoughts, and I am sure it was likewise in our passionate conversations. Until he took me into his confidence and asked me to get out his album.      
     
I still cringe at that turning point in time. I ponder the thought was he trying to make peace with himself or asked for my forgiveness unto my God knowing his death was imminent and he was unsure what to expect. Sadly, he went peacefully in his sleep, and I am not even certain did he confess of his sins and ask for repentance out of his own mouth.        
     
If we have already lived such instability on earth, the hunger for peace, the madness, no glory, no faith to believe in which we cannot see, do we want to carry that same ideology of our existence if there is indeed a hell, where is the rewards in that.      
     
In reference why we must all live life to the fullest and never pre-judge, meaning we are casted stones, and no one’s sins are greater, lesser than the next person’s sin, in the perfection of life is to be given a day to breathe through our nostril’s redemption of hope.      
     
The test becomes as the biblical verse states, John 14:6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”      
     
In regard to those dark energies that roams this realm they are placed here as, is the spiritual light of energies. Should we fear their cohabitation, you cannot not, you can guide them from your spiritual beacon of light, and not cast aside your faith in its rewarding process.    
 
It is the catalyst intimidation as in the parable Lucifer taking Jesus after his fasting to the highest mountain and asking him to bow down before him and worship him, as to why, when spiritual eternal of life does not reside in Lucifer’s promises, his clause is eternal damnation.      
     
Therefore, when in doubt about your straight and narrow path; walk it, bear your beautiful cross in peace, although at times it will become heavy, with uncertainties, clouded misjudgment, mental antagonists testing your theology, keep the concept in mind no one stands in judgment without sin.      
     
I’ve requested the probate court after paying this man bills, taxes if owned and any necessary allowances from his trust to be placed under an executor, going forward any decisions to be make in the future concerning his financial gains must be signed off by me; I did not want to sell off, or give it away his personal hefty belongings, due in part, I not want to disrespect his wishes, I am praying someone will materialize in the near future.      
     
Who would ever thought from months ago and interacting with a stranger about my faith and his agnostic related issues would ever escalate to this; now I must ask my conscious is this a blessing or serendipity’s torment?        
     
Be safe out there we are moving to the questionable laws of the New World Order come 01/10/22 under this new democracy, be vigilant and stay strong in your beliefs.      
     
And that is another Straight Talk Live for you      
     
SKC, Interim DON, APRN
Written by SweetKittyCat5
Published | Edited 10th Jan 2022
Author's Note
A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it.

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