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 So fukkin what if it was a doc giving Hitler the shot   †
You can have at it with having a bad habit with the white rabbit † †
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you can take a stab at it or you can stab it and grab it † † †
but once you have it you've had it † † † † † † † † † † †
It don't matter if you're in a hospital or in a dump or in bunker hiding like a chump or if you're as high as Adolfus fukkin Hitler † † † † † †
or as rich as Donald J. Trump or as dumb as † † † † † †
Forest mf'n Gump dope † † † †  
still dope and a bump still a bump † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †
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†Inhaled † † † † † †
†a double toke for the joke navigate through the smoke † †
a pipe plumb full of dope recalibrate the scope † †
take a look see for hope nope †
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†Exhaled †  
†Up in smoke call the Pope †  
the fat lady choked †  
that's all she wrote †  
so fuk leaving a note †  
so I cope down the slope
to the rope
hanging from the hereafter † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †
†Before I die if I had one wish †  
it'd be to go out with a goodbye kiss †  
maybe see a tear or two to know that I'll be missed †  
It'd be first on my list if had a bucket list but I ain't counting on this †  
so oh well fuk it when it's my time to kick it †  
I'm kicking the fuq out the bucket ignorance is bliss piss on the list † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †
†Imperishable thoughts of her still remain †  
here long after the matter † thereafter †  
I knew something was the matter my mind became
master  
faster than I could get past her † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †
† † † † † †  
†Is this the aftermath † †
with the period put on the paragraph †  
on the path I passed †  
after the last factor from the †  
math after the last disaster †  
† †
†Or is it the last laugh †  
in the last chapter †  
with the rath after the last act †  
with the last actors †  
when the fat lady sang last  
and  
then the fat bastard slapped her † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †
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†The shards of broken glass grimly shimmering from the gathering of the shattering † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † whispering chittering chatter smooth†with a swaggering stagger sharp as a double-edged dagger † † † † † †  
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Does anyone else see the elephant In the room or am I just†high †  
Oh yeah that's the relevance of the Intelligent elephant
and his embellishment of elegance † † † † † † † † †  
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†The characters in my brain disperse bickering they scatter From worst to first †  
I can still hear the bastards clapter † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †  
† † † † † †  
†I've run amok I've gotten stuck now I'm shit outta †  
luck and fux †  
and such †  
it's †crucially critical I get to the crux of the crisis †  
where everything † †
ends in ices and nothing suffices † † † † † †  
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†Spliced lightning strikes thrice †  
the dots on dice precise †  
wise advice is simply this †  
be clear and concise †  
be advised vise the devices †  
starve to fukkin death your vices †twice as nice as the spice in rice is higher prices per slice entices where everything †  
ends in ices an nothing suffices † † † † † †  
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†It dawned on me right at dusk from way out the yonder when in I did wander without trust †  
just how much fonder I've become of what l squandered which was us †  
as I dishonored what I held most dear out of fear and just for lust clearly here I hear inside me this is discussed † † † † † †  
from that day on with much disgust †  
from the busted trust and the flustered lust †  
it seems a must that every day's been cussed †  
the thought even now of the why and the how †  
makes my head bow  
and out loud I still cuss † † † † † † † † †††† † † † † † †  
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†My mind tongue tied stays on a stuttering tangent †  
sitting on a fence †  
how understandably †  
intangibly it rants †  
with the how I can's and the why's I can't †  
getting so intense †  
so entranced the trance enhanced † † † † † †  
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†Pondering by the bonfire in the full moonlight then in slips the eclipse in the dead of night bewildered in the wilderness what a befuddling sight †  
higher than a Nazi in the Third Reich †  
8ballz to the wall like a cocky Kamikaze on his second flight †  
me myself and I aside †  
I am beside myself tonight †  
the upside's inside the outside †  
I slide to side to side to slide †  
back then forth hollow eyed I ride †  
I cannot turn the tide †  
where the darkness does abide †  
my sides implode †  
so much obliged †  
as they collide †  
It's fly or die †  
I've arrived deprived †  
no I'm not dead †  
I'm the unliving unalive †  
in the divided I dive †  
my hands are tied †  
I've tried and tried † † † † † †
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†Insight is found nowhere in sight From every side hides the light †  
In the dark to enlight †  
a disquiet delight I excite to invite in the night †  
despite much fright †  
still left to write †  
I've reached my stride †  
and height with might †  
inside I fight my many sides so wide and tight †  
without a single side †  
that's bright
zinnzinn
Written by zinnzinn (ZINNNNIZ)
Published | Edited 14th Jan 2022
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