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little black velvet bag
"After this, there's really nothing left"...
She says, almost absentmindedly,
(have no doubt, this was mostly playing martyr)
while pulling out a tiny
black velvet bag.
I quickly catch the
simultaneous swallowing
of the huge lump in her throat.
(Proof, that was more telling than she'd like)
She started her opening by saying
she'd gifted my oldest sister
some old piece of her jewelry, as well
perhaps a ring
or earrings
or a necklace
I really couldn't tell you
since I was barely listening.
Usually that works in my favor.
However, I was keen to pick up on
her tone while regaling.
She made certain I understood
that my sister's was a 'gift' with a better story,
that it was possibly considered
far more precious in value or sentimentality
than what I was probably about to receive.
Usual, is her way
of trying to come across
as motherly, charitable and giving
while at the same time,
purposely making me feel less than,
with any little dig
that might 'draw blood'.
My smile— one I've practiced for years
hides my real feelings perfectly.
Not one indication slips through
of the truth that lies beneath.
I politely open the little black velvet bag
as she explains that my father
(Then, I instantly knew.)
picked this particular, somewhat high end
costume jewelry set
out for her, himself
during his weekly business trips to New York.
He'd travel there almost every week for work,
for the first 8 - 9 years of my life.
Being gone for the bulk of the year
and mainly home only on the weekends.
The necklace and earring set
wasn't that fancy
or something all that pretty
to most people.
To me, they meant the world
and sparkled like royal gems.
I remember him showing me
this professionally wrapped package
and how enthralled I was
with such an exquisite present.
I'd lay under the tree,
fingering it's beautiful bow
marveling at the skillful decoration,
dreaming of what was inside
utterly loving that my father was so generous
and thoughtful.
Christmas morning
finally found us unwrapping gifts,
I could hardly wait
to see what that gorgeous box held
So much so—
that I disregarded my own gifts and toys
and ran straight to it,
finding it amongst the scattered debris
of ribbon and wrapping paper,
I handed it to my mother.
She marveled at the craftsmanship,
the beauty of package's decorations
pretending like she hadn't seen it before
or my infatuation thereof
slowly
she opened it
painstakingly
as my little heart lept and pounded
opening the inner jewelry gift box,
I swear I could hear myself catch my breath
keeping my eyes peeled to her face...
for those first and faintest signs
of pure joy, to bloom
like a rose opening its petals
waiting.....
for it
and
waiting
it never came.
She feigned approval and adoration
but I saw it.
I saw her.
I saw the disappointment.
that flooded her face
for but an instant
yet crystal clear and undoubtedly.
To this day,
I have no idea why she was disappointed,
or what it might have been
she was expecting.
and I don't care one bit to know.
She wore the earrings a few times
over the years,
I never saw her wear the necklace
Not. once.
However I did see the pride
and joy
in my father's eyes.
How sure of himself he was
that she'd absolutely love it.
I know with three kids,
that there wasn't much left over
to spend on themselves
and that her gift meant
especially hard work for him
80-100 hour work weeks, easily.
......
So— this Christmas
I'm beyond proud,
honor filling my chest
paying proper homage to that jewelry set.
Finally giving it the long awaited fanfare
of deep approval and appreciation it deserves
from eyes that shine
of a love that knows no condition
and never will.
Author's Note
Sometimes the holidays can really pack an unexpected emotional wallop, taking your breath away. To this day, I don't know why my mom was so unappreciative, nor do I believe that my dad saw it. At....
Sometimes the holidays can really pack an unexpected emotional wallop, taking your breath away. To this day, I don't know why my mom was so unappreciative, nor do I believe that my dad saw it. At. all. (thank God) I don't think my mom remembers ANY of this backstory. It's a convenient lack of recollection, I'm sure.... 🙄
Pic: My new jewelry set
©Blu2021
Pic: My new jewelry set
©Blu2021
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Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 1:19am
Christmas is about letting go of bad memories of the past and making new happy memories. Keep on writing you strong beautiful smart sexy woman.
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 1:27am
You're very wise and astute in your comments, Francisco. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me! It's much appreciated and I'm grateful!
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 2:06am
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 1:28am
Christmas a time for family tensions old memories, but it's time for forgiveness and redemption
I hope only good things come of your Christmas
Love and light beautiful
Your jewellery Is lovely
Ron xx
I hope only good things come of your Christmas
Love and light beautiful
Your jewellery Is lovely
Ron xx
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 11:37am
Good things, did indeed. I think that it took me a few days to see THAT was actually the takeaway. I appreciate, greatly your finely stated comments, Ron. You are wise and understanding, Thank you for your voice and thoughts.
Happy Holidays and loads of joy and love your way ✨
🌹 - 💙
B
Happy Holidays and loads of joy and love your way ✨
🌹 - 💙
B
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 4:01am
I saw these awkward moments. I have a step sister....from outside. I waited with my mom for a car that never came.
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 11:39am
I'd be surprised if we all don't have some version of them!? I deeply appreciate you sharing that with me, RT.
Means something to me - x
Means something to me - x
Re: Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 11:47am
Funniest thing...I just met her 3 years ago...and I love her so.....and her mother is only 5 years older than me.
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
28th Dec 2021 12:22pm
Wow! That's some amazing family dynamics! .... I love how you bonded so quickly to your step sis, that's very sweet....
Re: Re. little black velvet bag
28th Dec 2021 1:09pm
At first, I thought she was trying to scam me. My brother had just died and our family was in local papers. She sent me a picture of her dad, mine. A picture of her followed, my dad's spitting image. Then we met, and we have identical hands. I held her, and it was like hugging myself. And then. The pandemic hit. She has kids and grandkids....and it's been 2 years....grueling.
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 11:43am
Ohh Em! (hugs)
Thank you for reading and tearing up with me in shared emotion. I am definitely no hero but I'm certainly beyond grateful and truly delighted that we've been able to find so much in each other's poetry that speaks to each of us! How fortunate and grand!!
🌹 - 💙
B
Thank you for reading and tearing up with me in shared emotion. I am definitely no hero but I'm certainly beyond grateful and truly delighted that we've been able to find so much in each other's poetry that speaks to each of us! How fortunate and grand!!
🌹 - 💙
B
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 4:13am
Poetry can be so much more than pretty words. You have nailed it with this narrative, and I thank you for it!
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
Hey there, Reggie :)
Thanks for reading and for leaving me your thoughts. I was hesitant to go so personal and write a bit of non-fiction prose... So you've really rejuvenated my confidence, leaving me lovingly motivated, thanks so much for that.
All my warmest gratitude,
🌹 - B
Have a very happy new year, my friend
🎇 🍾 🎈
Thanks for reading and for leaving me your thoughts. I was hesitant to go so personal and write a bit of non-fiction prose... So you've really rejuvenated my confidence, leaving me lovingly motivated, thanks so much for that.
All my warmest gratitude,
🌹 - B
Have a very happy new year, my friend
🎇 🍾 🎈
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 4:34am
This is such a beautifully related & touching story. Thank you for sharing.
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
My heart swells with gratitude, knowing you enjoyed reading my writing like you have. Thank you so much for visiting and for sharing your thoughts with me! I'm deeply appreciative 🙏🏻
In warm kindness,
🌹 - B
In warm kindness,
🌹 - B
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 8:32am
Dear BV,
This poem reminds me how complicated, mysterious and singular marriage is especially as viewed from a child between their parents. So many emotional layers, I can’t help but think (and hope) everyone was doing the best they could as a parent but so many curiosities and questions can arise. I really appreciated the description of what it took for the purchase of the jewelry and the anticipation of the opening of the gift. Those are details that a reader can feel in the building of the circumstances. I’m touched by this in its poignancy and happy that the jewelry is now owned and loved as it should be. Amazing poem. H🌷
This poem reminds me how complicated, mysterious and singular marriage is especially as viewed from a child between their parents. So many emotional layers, I can’t help but think (and hope) everyone was doing the best they could as a parent but so many curiosities and questions can arise. I really appreciated the description of what it took for the purchase of the jewelry and the anticipation of the opening of the gift. Those are details that a reader can feel in the building of the circumstances. I’m touched by this in its poignancy and happy that the jewelry is now owned and loved as it should be. Amazing poem. H🌷
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Dearest Honoria,
As usual, your insights are so astute, illuminating the personal dynamics at work, to a T. It's meaningful to me to finally have that particular jewelry set as mine, where yes, it's wholly appreciated as much as it now is.
Thank you so very much for visiting, reading and feeling deeply what I hoped to convey. You're always such a cherished voice of reason and understanding.... putting things into perspective in a way that almost always makes me feel better / content knowing another person gets it.
All my warmest gratitude and deep appreciation, dear lady!
🌹 - 💙
B
As usual, your insights are so astute, illuminating the personal dynamics at work, to a T. It's meaningful to me to finally have that particular jewelry set as mine, where yes, it's wholly appreciated as much as it now is.
Thank you so very much for visiting, reading and feeling deeply what I hoped to convey. You're always such a cherished voice of reason and understanding.... putting things into perspective in a way that almost always makes me feel better / content knowing another person gets it.
All my warmest gratitude and deep appreciation, dear lady!
🌹 - 💙
B
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 10:08am
I always have been grateful for anyone taking time to think of me. Even if I don't think I'll like a gift I am always willing to try anything someone took time to pick out for me. Some people don't get anything so it's nice to remember that the thought is a gift in itself.
Hope you had a good Christmas, friends 😁
Hope you had a good Christmas, friends 😁
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
I concur, DC!
Having the good fortune of gift reception, is definitely something to be grateful for and not to be taken for granted, that's for sure! I agree, that everyone should be so lucky (especially as you age) to receive gifts during the (any) holidays, period. Hopefully that's something that I can continue to remind myself and hope to make awareness of, in years going forward.... by donating to those less fortunate or volunteering my time!
I appreciate you reading and taking the time to leave your thoughts with me. I hope you are doing well and had a great holiday, yourself.
All my warmest regards and wishes to you and your family for a happy and healthy new year ahead!
🌹 - B
Having the good fortune of gift reception, is definitely something to be grateful for and not to be taken for granted, that's for sure! I agree, that everyone should be so lucky (especially as you age) to receive gifts during the (any) holidays, period. Hopefully that's something that I can continue to remind myself and hope to make awareness of, in years going forward.... by donating to those less fortunate or volunteering my time!
I appreciate you reading and taking the time to leave your thoughts with me. I hope you are doing well and had a great holiday, yourself.
All my warmest regards and wishes to you and your family for a happy and healthy new year ahead!
🌹 - B
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 11:50am
Blu
You honor your father,
and all who have had fathers.
This is most beautiful.
I am deeply moved.
You honor your father,
and all who have had fathers.
This is most beautiful.
I am deeply moved.
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
Awww...Thanks so much, C!
I'm thrilled that you found some delight and that I could touch you emotionally with my writing-Wow! .... It means the world to me that you've taken the time and left me your thoughts.... Very much obliged!
Much love, dear poet 🙏🏻
🌹 - B
xo
I'm thrilled that you found some delight and that I could touch you emotionally with my writing-Wow! .... It means the world to me that you've taken the time and left me your thoughts.... Very much obliged!
Much love, dear poet 🙏🏻
🌹 - B
xo
Re. little black velvet bag
27th Dec 2021 10:20pm
Dearest, Lady Blue,
I feel deeply this piece. The imagery is so vivd that can see your fascination with this jewelry set, I can see your mother's disappointed expression...I've bought, two homes for our family with minimal long-distance input from my spouse, and I could see that expresasion of disappointment upon the reveal...i saw ther same displeasure the last time I gifted jewelry. I know well the sinking feeling that your daddy must have felt when sensing the disappoinment with a gift that involved his heart and soul.
I chuckled at this passage,
"I was barely listening.
Usually that works in my favor."
This passage breaks my heart,
"keeping my eyes peeled to her face...
for those first and faintest signs
of pure joy, to bloom
like a rose opening its petals
waiting.....
for it
and
waiting
I am so pleased that the jerwelry is now in your loving possession.
it never came."
Bravissima, my Goddess BB🌹🐻💕🐰
I feel deeply this piece. The imagery is so vivd that can see your fascination with this jewelry set, I can see your mother's disappointed expression...I've bought, two homes for our family with minimal long-distance input from my spouse, and I could see that expresasion of disappointment upon the reveal...i saw ther same displeasure the last time I gifted jewelry. I know well the sinking feeling that your daddy must have felt when sensing the disappoinment with a gift that involved his heart and soul.
I chuckled at this passage,
"I was barely listening.
Usually that works in my favor."
This passage breaks my heart,
"keeping my eyes peeled to her face...
for those first and faintest signs
of pure joy, to bloom
like a rose opening its petals
waiting.....
for it
and
waiting
I am so pleased that the jerwelry is now in your loving possession.
it never came."
Bravissima, my Goddess BB🌹🐻💕🐰
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
Dear BB
Merry belated Christmas!! 🎄
I hope you had a lovely Christmas holiday with your family, making loads of precious memories. - 🌹-xo
I am so glad you enjoyed my little short story, here. I still can't believe that I was gifted this old jewelry set, it blows my mind! Almost like my dad knew that I needed a little bit of him to help me through the rigmarole that the holidays can sometimes be! I feel deeply for you, that you know and have experienced first hand, disappointment and disillusionment like what I saw. That is truly heartbreaking and it makes me want to hug you and tell you that is NO WAY on you. That it's the other person's own stuff/issues that ultimately is causing that reaction. I know without a doubt, that was the story I witnessed. Be mindful that you're a lovely brightness, who's tried to do the right thing and that we're all human beings, imperfect and flawed. It's how we treat others, especially our significant other, that is a reflection of our true character. If we have issues that need addressing to correct bad behaviors, then hopefully we can be adult and cognizant enough to find how to better ourselves, by making those changes!
I am so very grateful for your thoughtfulness and the lovely warmth you generously bestow. I can't thank you enough, dear soul. 🙏🏻
Much love and very happy and joyous new year wishes to you and yours 🎇 🍾 🎈
🌹 - B
🐻🐰 💞
Merry belated Christmas!! 🎄
I hope you had a lovely Christmas holiday with your family, making loads of precious memories. - 🌹-xo
I am so glad you enjoyed my little short story, here. I still can't believe that I was gifted this old jewelry set, it blows my mind! Almost like my dad knew that I needed a little bit of him to help me through the rigmarole that the holidays can sometimes be! I feel deeply for you, that you know and have experienced first hand, disappointment and disillusionment like what I saw. That is truly heartbreaking and it makes me want to hug you and tell you that is NO WAY on you. That it's the other person's own stuff/issues that ultimately is causing that reaction. I know without a doubt, that was the story I witnessed. Be mindful that you're a lovely brightness, who's tried to do the right thing and that we're all human beings, imperfect and flawed. It's how we treat others, especially our significant other, that is a reflection of our true character. If we have issues that need addressing to correct bad behaviors, then hopefully we can be adult and cognizant enough to find how to better ourselves, by making those changes!
I am so very grateful for your thoughtfulness and the lovely warmth you generously bestow. I can't thank you enough, dear soul. 🙏🏻
Much love and very happy and joyous new year wishes to you and yours 🎇 🍾 🎈
🌹 - B
🐻🐰 💞
Re. little black velvet bag
28th Dec 2021 12:46pm
dear BV
very fine
how memories are strung together
and held in place ,,like with the clasp on a necklace
points&pins on earrings and
drawstrings on velvet bags
and how rebirth heals illusions
thankyuuu for your inkwell
a warm smile
silent lotus
very fine
how memories are strung together
and held in place ,,like with the clasp on a necklace
points&pins on earrings and
drawstrings on velvet bags
and how rebirth heals illusions
thankyuuu for your inkwell
a warm smile
silent lotus
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
28th Dec 2021 3:13pm
Good morning, Silent Lotus!
It's lovely to see you 🦋 I hope you had a wonderful holiday!
I am deeply grateful for your eyes upon my poem. Your very poignant words are astute and much appreciated. So delighted that you found some enjoyment here... 🙏🏻
Much love and a very Happy new year!
🌹 - B
x
It's lovely to see you 🦋 I hope you had a wonderful holiday!
I am deeply grateful for your eyes upon my poem. Your very poignant words are astute and much appreciated. So delighted that you found some enjoyment here... 🙏🏻
Much love and a very Happy new year!
🌹 - B
x
Re. little black velvet bag
28th Dec 2021 8:57pm
God, being a father
Having my son visit us on Xmas day
Santa's presents scattered around
And in
That Christmas tree
It took him forever
But at last there was
Wrapping paper galore
And more toys n clothes
Spread around the floor
With tears on his face
He told us a story
Santa had not come
To his mother's house.
We wiped away his tears
Replaced them
With love unbound
We made memories
That will live forever.
Hi Blue,
Your poem, I wonder what your mother thought, not that it matters.
I love the emotions you stir up.
I'm really glad you ended up with that jewellery, I know it means the world to you.
I do hope you had a wonderful Christmas.
Happy New year to you and your family Blue
💜💜💜🎉🎉🙏
Having my son visit us on Xmas day
Santa's presents scattered around
And in
That Christmas tree
It took him forever
But at last there was
Wrapping paper galore
And more toys n clothes
Spread around the floor
With tears on his face
He told us a story
Santa had not come
To his mother's house.
We wiped away his tears
Replaced them
With love unbound
We made memories
That will live forever.
Hi Blue,
Your poem, I wonder what your mother thought, not that it matters.
I love the emotions you stir up.
I'm really glad you ended up with that jewellery, I know it means the world to you.
I do hope you had a wonderful Christmas.
Happy New year to you and your family Blue
💜💜💜🎉🎉🙏
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Awww, WM.... Your lovely Christmas morning retelling with your son had my heart so warmed with memories and nostalgia. What a wonderful day you detailed.... ahhh! I can't help but feel badly that his mum can't offer the same, alas, I know there might be more to the story there, I'm sure she does her best! He'll have terrific memories regardless!
I'm so so very happy you found some worth in my little write. That really makes me feel terrific. I too, will always wonder what my mom's original thoughts were and why... but I know that I will never ever get a straight answer. I can guesstimate that age possibly wanted something different or her tastes were different and she felt slighted in some way? Who knows.... Yes, at least the jewelry is now fully appreciated and where it should be!!
My Christmas was decent and ended on a high note, so that's always lovely!
I hope you enjoyed yourself fully and that you and yours have a fabulous new year ahead!
Much love, my friend
🌹 - 💙
B
I'm so so very happy you found some worth in my little write. That really makes me feel terrific. I too, will always wonder what my mom's original thoughts were and why... but I know that I will never ever get a straight answer. I can guesstimate that age possibly wanted something different or her tastes were different and she felt slighted in some way? Who knows.... Yes, at least the jewelry is now fully appreciated and where it should be!!
My Christmas was decent and ended on a high note, so that's always lovely!
I hope you enjoyed yourself fully and that you and yours have a fabulous new year ahead!
Much love, my friend
🌹 - 💙
B
Re: Re. little black velvet bag
29th Dec 2021 8:29am
Hi B
Just a quick reply here,, we actually had the Xmas ever, it was truly wonderful. John was with us, he'll be 19 in Feb, he's about 6"1 and still growing.
💜💜💜🙏🎉🎉
Just a quick reply here,, we actually had the Xmas ever, it was truly wonderful. John was with us, he'll be 19 in Feb, he's about 6"1 and still growing.
💜💜💜🙏🎉🎉
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
29th Dec 2021 1:11pm
Awww... Just so so lovely! I'm so happy for you! Sounds like a picturesque Christmas!
🌹 - xo
B
🌹 - xo
B
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
29th Dec 2021 9:41pm
Thanks for the detailed and incredible feedback, Tim. Yes, I'm not usually a prose style writer, but this piece just flowed... so I kept it, as is. I doubt that I'll ever get answers, which is fine. My dad is gone and I very much doubt my mom remembers or would be willing to further elaborate even if she did remember... lol... The point is, that the jewelry has it's home where it's deservedly admired like I think it should have always been.... that's all really matters.
I am so grateful you took the time you did and found some worth in reading.
All my warmest regards, my friend!
🌹 - B
x
I am so grateful you took the time you did and found some worth in reading.
All my warmest regards, my friend!
🌹 - B
x
Re. little black velvet bag
29th Dec 2021 4:43pm
Oh Blue...I adore this. I was wrapped with every single line. I deeply resonate. I am right there in the scene and have so many of these moments I replay of gifts, disappointments, the adult way our childhoods are spent trying to comfort, protect or prevent...
You are such a masterful storyteller.
The ending lines had me in tears. I'm so happy to think of you wearing your prized gems. The love a little girl tries to give to her father...we mimic their protection. A mother has her role--many get it woefully wrong--and of course a mother teaches her girl how to be a woman, and that bond is direly important, but the father/daughter bond is sacred as well. He teaches her to respect herself and protect herself.
Sorry for the rant...I just adore this beautiful yarn so much. I both have a lot of sorrow but so much pride for that sweet little girl.
You are such a masterful storyteller.
The ending lines had me in tears. I'm so happy to think of you wearing your prized gems. The love a little girl tries to give to her father...we mimic their protection. A mother has her role--many get it woefully wrong--and of course a mother teaches her girl how to be a woman, and that bond is direly important, but the father/daughter bond is sacred as well. He teaches her to respect herself and protect herself.
Sorry for the rant...I just adore this beautiful yarn so much. I both have a lot of sorrow but so much pride for that sweet little girl.
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29th Dec 2021 10:40pm
Dear Margo,
Your comments almost have me in tears, too! I will cut this one short and sweet, my lovely friend and say "Thank You" - from the bottom of my heart for all the love you've shown me today and every time you visit. I'm so grateful and lucky to have found your writing and your friendship herein on DUP.
I'm sending out all my love and very best wishes for an absolutely amazing new year countdown!
Be well, be safe and enjoy yourself!
🌹 - 💙
xo
B
Your comments almost have me in tears, too! I will cut this one short and sweet, my lovely friend and say "Thank You" - from the bottom of my heart for all the love you've shown me today and every time you visit. I'm so grateful and lucky to have found your writing and your friendship herein on DUP.
I'm sending out all my love and very best wishes for an absolutely amazing new year countdown!
Be well, be safe and enjoy yourself!
🌹 - 💙
xo
B
Re. little black velvet bag
29th Dec 2021 5:43pm
Beautiful bittersweet story. I love how you move through the motivations of your self, your mother and your father all connected through the gift.
Well done.
❣️🙏🏼
Well done.
❣️🙏🏼
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Thanks so much, KP
This was an off the cuff write, solely due to me trying to wrap my head around the whole thing. I was taken aback by the gift, as it really hit me harder than I expected. My mom likes to throw me off kilter, so that's not surprising... lol... Anyway, I was processing the whole thing and this is what spewed forth /out.... I'm so glad you felt the bittersweetness, that's pinpointed accurate. 🎯
Your comments /list add means a lot to me, building my esteem or maybe it just allows for a moment of sheer pleasure, like I had when I was little girl, laying under the tree and fiddling with this present (the jewelry) not knowing what was inside!!
🌹 - 💙
Best wishes to you and yours for a healthy happy and joyous new year ahead
xo
Susan
This was an off the cuff write, solely due to me trying to wrap my head around the whole thing. I was taken aback by the gift, as it really hit me harder than I expected. My mom likes to throw me off kilter, so that's not surprising... lol... Anyway, I was processing the whole thing and this is what spewed forth /out.... I'm so glad you felt the bittersweetness, that's pinpointed accurate. 🎯
Your comments /list add means a lot to me, building my esteem or maybe it just allows for a moment of sheer pleasure, like I had when I was little girl, laying under the tree and fiddling with this present (the jewelry) not knowing what was inside!!
🌹 - 💙
Best wishes to you and yours for a healthy happy and joyous new year ahead
xo
Susan
Re. little black velvet bag
30th Dec 2021 7:37pm
WOW! A Christmas to remember for sure...those moments etched into our limbic system like the cats fangs on a canary.
Excellent!
hugs,
buddhakitty.
Excellent!
hugs,
buddhakitty.
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No kidding!!
It's still a little bit surreal, that moment. That's the way life goes, it's almost always when you least expect it that your emotionally face slapped! ..👋🏻 😲
lol...
Thanks for all the incredibly kind visits today, bk!! I'm completely overjoyed!!!
Hugs and kisses and happy new year! 🎉
🌹 - 💙
B
It's still a little bit surreal, that moment. That's the way life goes, it's almost always when you least expect it that your emotionally face slapped! ..👋🏻 😲
lol...
Thanks for all the incredibly kind visits today, bk!! I'm completely overjoyed!!!
Hugs and kisses and happy new year! 🎉
🌹 - 💙
B
Re. little black velvet bag
31st Dec 2021 9:36pm
It’s an intimate look at such a delicate situation when the reactions we look for break our hearts a little. It’s difficult to tell why she reacted that way, but you certainly gave us the backstory and scenario to appreciate how much this means to you. Christ does this to a lot of us, we ponds in the past, on memory to let us feel nostalgic and reflective.
We’ll done
We’ll done
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Re: Re. little black velvet bag
Thanks for the very kind and insightful feedback, Walter. The serendipitous event of receiving these particular trinkets, ones that had such a profound effect on my growing psyche as a kid, still has me rattled. It's something that was so unexpected, yet fortuitous. I'll always believe my dad played a small part in getting them to me!
I am deeply grateful for all your loveliness and support, my friend 🙏🏻
Enjoy tonight's festivities!!
🌹 - B
I am deeply grateful for all your loveliness and support, my friend 🙏🏻
Enjoy tonight's festivities!!
🌹 - B