where'd you go?

a lonely refrain plays in my soul

honey don't worry it'll be alright
this Christmas things aren't right but hold on
it will get better

hold on my love when you feel down
I know you get scared deep within
it's the same for me

I love you is that enough to keep you going?

oh my sweet Adonai
how do I tell you the way I love your soul
quiet and calm, fierce and all encompassing

I need to know
I need to know
I have to know you love me too
unconditionally with abandon
that you will be with me always

I've loved your sunshine
your darkness too
I know my reflection in your smile
I've counted the cost
I know the way back to you
in your house I desire to be always

I've traveled so far
only to find there is nothing much to see without you
I want to discover the universes in your gaze walking beside you

your gentleness astounds me
your ferocity reminds me I'm not alone
that somewhere in time past you longed for a being just like me
you planned and you waited

you've been here all along haven't you? watching on patiently

even when I couldn't hear you
though I fear the shadow of death
I know you'll be there for my transformation
and that's all I need to know

I can get through another day
my Father, my sweet Adonai