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The Lasting Dose

If I never see you again
Just persevere and live through the pain
Empty inside, just hollow remains
Palpable absense, when I leave here in vein
No need for this life, just take it away
Reflect on memories... won't find me again
These Feelings that I'm feeling, just won't go away
Seeing my sight, you will never again
You think it's a game when you played with my head
Will you feel like a winner, when you live in my end
Euphoria racing, Its like I can taste it
Natural or drugs, I don't see it different
You said all those times that this was your wish
No fatherly figure to model our kids
Inevitable outcome, I'd rather not live it
I blessed you with knowledge, but you chose not to listen
Written by BundleSlangah916 (Bundle Slangah)
Published | Edited 5th Jan 2022
Author's Note
This is from the days my ex-wife wouldn't let me see my son. Knowing full well he's the reason I live.
I love you Junior. Thank you for being in my life. Im forever grateful I get to watch you grow.
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