The Lasting Dose

If I never see you again
Just persevere and live through the pain  
Empty inside, just hollow remains  
Palpable absense, when I leave here in vein  
  
No need for this life, just take it away  
Reflect on memories... won't find me again
These Feelings that I'm feeling, just won't go away  
Seeing my sight, you will never again  
   
You think it's a game when you played with my head  
Will you feel like a winner, when you live in my end  
Euphoria racing, Its like I can taste it  
Natural or drugs, I don't see it different  
   
You said all those times that this was your wish  
No fatherly figure to model our kids  
Inevitable outcome, I'd rather not live it  
I blessed you with knowledge, but you chose not to listen