Will U?

Will you; will you be there when I’m falling
I can’t seem to feel this heart o mine
I lost my soul awhile ago
Knife in my chest
I pray I finally get some rest
Pastor says I’m fucked for life
That I’ll be going to hell tonight
Alcohol and pain pills
Everybody needs me but no one wants me

Ima die by tomorrow with a bottle in my hand;
I don’t care who sees; they’ll never understand
I’m a utility no more no less
Come and find me come and find me
I’m losing my sanity.