Broken Pieces

I can't think of anything happy  
Always felt alone  
Even when loved by a few
I was always trapped in stone
 
Hated myself and my demons  
Tore myself completely apart
Couldn't ever be reached  
Lost my soul, can't mend my heart  
 
My father was never there  
And when he was, he scared us all
If I'm a demon, he was the devil
I always seemed to fall
 
We all have our pain  
But some don't allow it to break the sky
I was angry and felt betrayed  
I was hurt but couldn't cry
 
The mountains on my back
And the sun is on my chest  
The ground beneath my feet
I fall to the darkest depths  
 
I'm depressed and I'm afraid  
To be alright and feel okay  
I can't remember my own name  
As the nightmares seem to stay
 
My own mother she does love me
But I probably hurt her the most  
I tried to protect her
But the ship it broke the coast  
 
I'm sorry for what I've done  
For making you think I forgot  
What we both went through
How much it really cost
 
We both lost our mind  
And lost our hope within  
Broken deep inside  
It's hard to even begin  
 
As for my sister, I'm a failure  
I've been the worst influence  
I've tried to be an anchor  
But the water lost its buoyance  
 
So this is all I've got to say  
That I'm no hero but a coward  
I've tried to save the ones I loved
But I've never felt empowered