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Inner Me

 Inner me
I have these dreams
Do they mean
I should be one with them
Make them come true

But they are so devinely deviant
They come in shades not of green and gold
But more of, dare I say
Purple and pink and rose coloured taffieta

Do these delicious delicacies
Mean something to me
Am I destined to become
A hidden "her"

Should I, really, should I
Step into, or, is it, step out of
I don't know
The fear eats me from within

If its true though
Do I claim it
Do I proudly proclaim it
The fear eats my soul away

The choice is mine to make
Those colours twist me
Bend me, beckon to me, I step out,
Close the closet door behind me

It's not easy, fear grips me
I hate to look but cannot look away
My eyes open slowly
The mirror reflects
The woman I have become
Written by Whyme
Published
Author's Note
It may just be me, but I have always intoned that I'm way beyond the normal ideals of most people.

If I could live my life again, it would be something like.
Young adult
Possibly transexual if not born a woman,
A real life slave to any gender or race.
With a life of complete and utter debauchery ahead of me.
A life filled with leather, rubber and every other materiel that clings and shines and drives me to despair in my steel chastity belt.

Please, everyone don't start offering me everything I've listed here. I'm really honoured you'd think so highly of me.
But the simple truth is,
That position is already filled
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