Psycho texter (With a big imagination)

For the love of god
That was the worst rejection ever
Please don’t let me do that again, NEVER

I really created an epic smashup
All of it was essentially made up

What, with my stupid unsolicited text messages
And the candid confessions
The incessant spamming
And night time obsessions
A trailblazing dogs breakfast
of imagined transgressions
I laid it all bare not thinking of the repercussions

In my mind I’d imagined a bone fide connection, full of possibilities
But both of us have partners, children and families
Your wife is clearly awesome, no doubt that’s why you’re together
I think it’d be awkward if I ever met her
I’d probably come across as your “Scarlet letter”
Only you would never have opened it
Because you aren’t an adulterer
And my husband deserves more respect from his partner

And when we examine the facts of the matter
Our lives are actually not known to each other
It’s been twenty plus years since we hung out together

I just fell for a conjured up version of you
Its clear I’m a total utter fruit loop
A completely unhinged blast from the past
A secret betrayer, the ultimate iconoclast

I really didn’t have the right
To message you like that
Pretending like I had some kind of ownership
Im afraid it undoubtedly killed the friendship

I mean for fuck safe you have a wife
I have never done that before in my life

Blatantly making it up in my head
Super embarrassed about the things that I said

I can’t think what to do.
I’m sorry.
I really baffled you.

Right now I just want to ring and explain
But I get it if you won’t reply to me ever again.