Not all mothers were created equal

Not all mothers were created equal
some are the best
yet some are horrible
 
Some could give a fuck less about you and your family
while others fawn all over their own flesh and blood
 
I have not been that lucky
So when I see these things on social media
"youre lucky if you still talk to your mom"  
I immediately feel PTSD  
 
Not all mothers were created equal
I feel zero guilt
zero shame
she made her choices  
 
What kind of "mother" sends a Christmas card to her granddaughters
spewing inside said card in her own hand written ink
what a piece of shit their mother, her daughter, is?  
Who the fuck does that?  
 
So, no....
I do not miss my mother
she is dead to me
and she knows why
 
I do miss the far and few times you actually were there for me
but there was always a catch
always a cost
and I was always broke
 
Not all mothers are nor were created equal
and this time of year is especially difficult
ridiculously hard
But I am strong
I get that from my father, BOOM!  
 
Hope you are happy
All alone, no one near you no one close to you
you rotten ass miserable bitch  
 
Ill pray for you, as I always do