How I wanted to be part of the crowd.
Allowed to feel I belonged.
My mind's made up, I'll walk beyond the line.
Stomach turns as I try to endure.
All the bullshit I've forced myself to.
This isn't for me, it's for them.
All my friends.
No one's there to tell her.
At the fool she's become.
She's losing her grip on reality.
Am I mistaken?
Fly into a world unknown.
Beyond the horizon where your imagination's wild.
Leaving everything which held you down.
Be none the wiser.
There's a poison within my veins
that I can't distance myself from.
It's as they said “Once you grab a hold, you won't let go.”
Lying on the bathroom floor.
From scars to open wounds.
I need more, I'm at my limit again.
Her vision's gone blurry.
Eyes rolled back behind her skull.
I'm happy, I got to know what it's like.
To be just like them...