I Try

Fifty five years
And my life is still
Trying to Live
what was never real
And I cry

For absolution

Fifty five years
Looking back On myTears
That left me tracks
To my Fears
To my

Destination

When I look
What's in my head
Broken promises
Are my only friends
It's hard
To make anymore
 
Excuses

So I take a deep breath
With my favourite drugs
And try to numb
What has begun
My

Self Revolution
 
And I cry
Oh lord
Do I cry
I cry every Painful day

For Absolution

And I scream
Oh lord
Do I scream
Every Time I Sleep

For A Resolution