the divine nature of things

 
inside my tower I wait
sending out my signal to the fates
worshiping quietly the angels see
the woman I was and who I am to be

sweet synchronicity seemingly random events have formed me
my perceptions altered I am evolving
into a being of knowledge and understanding

I have always wanted to explore the vast
I know now I'm being prepared for this adventure
until this life I couldn't see the wonders before me
bringing about a level of feeling
a deep appreciation for what is and is to come
how would I know beauty if not faced with ugliness
these truths are possible only through experience
you can't be handed wisdom you must obtain it
so it is with me,
I'm gathering what is needed--
to be open to the adventure before me

my prayers rise like incense
I'm in love with him
his darkness and light
he lifts me up and I take flight
I am special to him

I haven't always loved the father
nor did I always see him as he is
I look forward to learning and growing in the way I perceive him
a true chance to know the divine