Blush

the first time  
was such a surprise  
my virginity lost  
along with my tattered innocence  
oh, what a temptation  
to feel you this way  
that left me screaming  
for more  
I felt so embarrassed  
covered in sweat  
blushing
a deep red skin tingling rush  
what have I done  
I can never go back  
and now i can't orgasm  
without toys in my ass  
it's all my desire  
sweet anal fire  
yet I still blush every time  
still a girl being offered candy  
can I please have the vibrating kind  
wicked and guilty  
my deep dark secret  
screaming for more in the night  
as I'm left
sweat soaked
dreaming of you