Waiting On The End Game

I just wish to fall asleep
Drift off into a subtle dream
The need and want
Seeming ever so obvious
As I lay there thinking I should pray
Wanting all the bad spirits
To stay away.

I open up to my surroundings
Just seeing all that's clear
For others it's just a falsehood.
For others my nightmares aren't real
I drift off into dreaded sleep
Wondering if I'll wake again
Another year goes by
And here I still am.

Knowing not so indestructible
Wondering how I could break
Seeming to every day
But waking with the cold sweats
Feeling the light disappear
I am left here almost alone
Living together
With all my fears.

You wish you'd know
That I'm easy to Understand
As all do
When they have their hearts in their hands.
An ego trip that is out of body
But they don't see as I do.
What you don't know
Is that I'm not unbreakable
I'll fall away and fall apart.

My dreams aren't good at all
They just tear me down
As if I was in a horror film
Waking to all the dread around.
Feeling all the aching sounds
That fill the room
Where I disappear
I become the unknown
As it takes hold of my dwindled mind.

Am I so far gone
That I witness it
My own self Destruction
Viewed up on the pedestal
I don't know about you
But I know about me
This life is just a phase
Hell on Earth just a child's game
I know whats to come.

Here I still wait.

Written by Brandon (--)
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