Full of S***

I'm nothing but a fucking misfit
Trapped inside everyone else's bullshit
Waitng for something to happen that's decent
Untill then ill just keep having my little bitch fit

I was always told I had a high intellect
Its to bad for me I'm a social defect
A warped chaotic mind that alwasy infects
With tainted ideas that others want to disect

People tell me I only see black and grey
That I disregard others and do as I may
I procrastinate and heavily delay
Honestly though, I don't give a damn what they have to say

I'm full of useless horror trivia
It happens when I'm bored and over take prescription concerta
Spitting pointless facts like word bolimia
Caused by lack of sleep from my insomnia

But I can be a lot of fun sometimes
Amusing people with my gift of rhymes
With humer that usualy get me involved with crimes
Cause I attract the bad boys most of the time

I'm not always a heartless reject though
This side of me I rarley show
With the innocent eyes of a baby doe
And the morbid thoughts of a silent crow

I dwell to much in my sinister mind
Peek inside and you will find
The other voice who's not far behind
She speaks of deeeds that are refined

Do you understand I'm not alone in here?
With the girl who whispers in my ears
The "shadow me" my familys learned to fear
And when I loose control she's all I hear

Like a parasite eating through my brain
Driving me mad and completley insane
So I keep her at bay and make her refrain
Takeing away my patience to feel empty and drained

By now I'm sure your sick of my stupid drama
Cause I know you hear enough from your baby-momma
So I'm done ranting, let's just smoke marijuana
And stop filling you in on my childhood trama