“can i tell you something terrible? its really bad. i wish i hadn’t freaked out after we did what we did..”

  
I’ve never done this before
I always fall in love first    
But laying next to you alone in our friend’s bed
makes me want to do the worst.  
   
And I know I shouldn’t feel this way,  
It makes me such a hypocrite    
But just one touch
Just a little bit    
   
Is all it takes  
To make a mistake    
But I don’t regret it,  
I don’t want you to forget it.  
 
Do you feel the same way?  
Are we really doing this?  
I guess it doesn’t count    
If we don’t kiss.