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Sexual urges are not disgusting. Our pathetic corrupted minds only project wrongness and shame onto those urges. That which we gravitate towards sexually is indicative of a deep psycho-spiritual need. A need for integration. A need for acknowledgement. A need for greater wholeness. Most of all, a need for healing. If you can’t control your desire for me then perhaps there is a profound need to acknowledge the part of yourself that I have come to represent. The very part of yourself you most fear. That sensitive, delicate, tender white rose in the center of your own chest. You are the Empress. You are the one in need. You crave salvation. What would become possible for you if you honored your own vulnerability? Would peace then be possible? I can’t fuck you back into wholeness but with a little self compassion you can unfuck yourself.
Published 10th Oct 2021
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10th Oct 2021 8:36pm
10th Oct 2021 8:55pm
10th Oct 2021 11:43pm
This is intensely impactful and a helluva profound write, Skylark....I feel it, in the deepest of ways.
You're such a fantastic writer and I believe we're all better (and truly fortunate) for experiencing it here.
Thanks for sharing 🙏🏻
🌹 - B
You're such a fantastic writer and I believe we're all better (and truly fortunate) for experiencing it here.
Thanks for sharing 🙏🏻
🌹 - B
11th Oct 2021 2:25am
you have captured the truth of man and his lust not just sex in every thing
well done
well done
Sex is a language. One of the most ancients among them . It is visceral as it vindicates within the right 'context' meaning I think we all desire at some level a lover who is at root understanding of the movement. Just my thoughts. I really enjoyed this piece/peace.
11th Oct 2021 10:42am
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15th Oct 2021 4:07am
I like this. You really break the dynamic down in a unique way. Well written and thought provoking.
You got me like a pinned butterfly...yes I'm vulnerable and terrified, my heart is pulsing, my brains are boiling, I'm popping like a pogo stick, I'm magnetized, and exercised. You look Like cuchifritoes to a starved child.
You sweet thing I need some serious integration and I adore your beautiful sexy steamy thighs and fem countenance !!!!!!
I'm hotter than a hissing potato right outta the oven
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <3333333333333333333333333333
roses are red
ice cream is cold
take off your cloths
and do what your told
xoxoxoxoxoxox
:)
You sweet thing I need some serious integration and I adore your beautiful sexy steamy thighs and fem countenance !!!!!!
I'm hotter than a hissing potato right outta the oven
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <3333333333333333333333333333
roses are red
ice cream is cold
take off your cloths
and do what your told
xoxoxoxoxoxox
:)
18th Oct 2021 00:56am
Pardon, but I am more warm sweet cinnamon buns than cuchifritos and you’re going to have to ask nicer than that. Down boy.
18th Oct 2021 2:02am
Please forgive the metaphor of cuchifritoes. You extolled the virtues of sex and the irreducible truth of beauty and desire yet more than that express it as your soul mission of sorts, a kind of social enlightenment.
I simply agree with you and yes risked being direct and playful which apperently I'm sad to hear you dont appreciate. Further in all honesty I think if your intellectually honest you may admit I really never asked you for anything, not an email address, phone number, nor did I send you mine. It saddens me that u think I wasn't being nice. I would agree with you however that I wasn't being sentimental. I love women especially when they're highly intelligent, sexy and have a spine and I like women who like strong fearless men who dont cower over their beauty all though they enjoy it, and I'm no boy by any measure.
Easy girl, dont weaponize complements and turn them against those that like you and aren't afraid to show it or you will find yourself surrounded by pandering docile doggies.
Love is all
love under will
Z
Zebra
I simply agree with you and yes risked being direct and playful which apperently I'm sad to hear you dont appreciate. Further in all honesty I think if your intellectually honest you may admit I really never asked you for anything, not an email address, phone number, nor did I send you mine. It saddens me that u think I wasn't being nice. I would agree with you however that I wasn't being sentimental. I love women especially when they're highly intelligent, sexy and have a spine and I like women who like strong fearless men who dont cower over their beauty all though they enjoy it, and I'm no boy by any measure.
Easy girl, dont weaponize complements and turn them against those that like you and aren't afraid to show it or you will find yourself surrounded by pandering docile doggies.
Love is all
love under will
Z
Zebra
18th Oct 2021 3:31am
I appreciate your kinder comments however the presumptions and stereotypes I find tasteless. I surround myself with respectful and thoughtful people who care to consider me as a human being before endeavoring to satisfy their own appetites, especially when discussing matters of such an intimate nature. Not dogs at all but civilized human beings.
Were really on the same side ya know...Something recently posted
By the way, did you know that the good ole USA according to Salon Magazine is not even on the list of most sexually satisfied countries. Even communist China has us beat, never mind Switzerland, Italy, Japan, Spain, the Netherlands, Brazil, Greece, Mexico, India, Australia, Germany, and Nigeria to name a few.
The legacy of the Christian imprimatur has devastated the sexual ecosystem of the American Psyche. The language used by the middle minded "good people" to describe sexuality is often an ugly cocktail composed of derisive language, like disgusting, slimy, unclean, offensive, obscene, squalid, and nasty to name some. These words remain a mantra of harm in many relationships shaping a marriage towards abject failure. Isn't Venus already fickle enough without calling that regal gift-giver of love and sexual pleasure an omnibus of epithets?
While most all praise only tenderness who says sex is just about love, gentility, and the tender, which is promulgated by middle-minded. Is this turd worm pathology rooted in anti-sexual Victorian confabulations of the synoptic religions like tattoo ink into the psychic skin forming a deep seated stain of medieval horrors evocative of a Boschesque inferno with bubbling skin, pitch forks and melting collagen?
As for language I prefer mango drip shake kissy witchy tits myself, as opposed to disgusting, but profanity can be bicameral too. On one hand of course it can be cruel on the other it can be an aphrodisiac.
Ooow your so gona get it you little bitch
Context in its intersectional shades of emotional content is everything.
Do we appreciate the impulses of the chaotic dusky subconscious that may fascinate when it comes to those erotic ideations that may cross our minds in the most private of moments Why not use them to enrich your life, or do we run from them and our primal truth?
In a life filled with stress and endless concerns about survival erotic expression is a sacred oasis for many of us, not another place to be told what we should do, or feel, or think, or be subliminally infested by Piscean age pathogens as we currently remain still in the grips of the old Roman empire.
Through an in depth exploration of erotasisim via porn, personal experience and literature we might know our own shadows better, share them happily with others, and bring that dark harvest to light so it doesn't trip us up in an exchange of lies to others but most importantly to our selves. At least when you hookup on a social media sex/date oriented site people tend to tell you the most intimate things about themselves up front.
It may be important to note the difference between mere sexuality and erotasisim. Eroticism raises sex to the status of art.
.......
You are a beautiful woman!
Z
By the way, did you know that the good ole USA according to Salon Magazine is not even on the list of most sexually satisfied countries. Even communist China has us beat, never mind Switzerland, Italy, Japan, Spain, the Netherlands, Brazil, Greece, Mexico, India, Australia, Germany, and Nigeria to name a few.
The legacy of the Christian imprimatur has devastated the sexual ecosystem of the American Psyche. The language used by the middle minded "good people" to describe sexuality is often an ugly cocktail composed of derisive language, like disgusting, slimy, unclean, offensive, obscene, squalid, and nasty to name some. These words remain a mantra of harm in many relationships shaping a marriage towards abject failure. Isn't Venus already fickle enough without calling that regal gift-giver of love and sexual pleasure an omnibus of epithets?
While most all praise only tenderness who says sex is just about love, gentility, and the tender, which is promulgated by middle-minded. Is this turd worm pathology rooted in anti-sexual Victorian confabulations of the synoptic religions like tattoo ink into the psychic skin forming a deep seated stain of medieval horrors evocative of a Boschesque inferno with bubbling skin, pitch forks and melting collagen?
As for language I prefer mango drip shake kissy witchy tits myself, as opposed to disgusting, but profanity can be bicameral too. On one hand of course it can be cruel on the other it can be an aphrodisiac.
Ooow your so gona get it you little bitch
Context in its intersectional shades of emotional content is everything.
Do we appreciate the impulses of the chaotic dusky subconscious that may fascinate when it comes to those erotic ideations that may cross our minds in the most private of moments Why not use them to enrich your life, or do we run from them and our primal truth?
In a life filled with stress and endless concerns about survival erotic expression is a sacred oasis for many of us, not another place to be told what we should do, or feel, or think, or be subliminally infested by Piscean age pathogens as we currently remain still in the grips of the old Roman empire.
Through an in depth exploration of erotasisim via porn, personal experience and literature we might know our own shadows better, share them happily with others, and bring that dark harvest to light so it doesn't trip us up in an exchange of lies to others but most importantly to our selves. At least when you hookup on a social media sex/date oriented site people tend to tell you the most intimate things about themselves up front.
It may be important to note the difference between mere sexuality and erotasisim. Eroticism raises sex to the status of art.
.......
You are a beautiful woman!
Z
20th Oct 2021 11:28pm
I love the title! Clever!
And the meat to this prose you've written is spot on. The ending is quite a punch in the shoulder, as you see them off.
Good stuff.
And the meat to this prose you've written is spot on. The ending is quite a punch in the shoulder, as you see them off.
Good stuff.
21st Oct 2021 6:59am
These lines make one think more deeply, love them:
That which we gravitate towards sexually is indicative of a deep psycho-spiritual need. A need for integration. A need for acknowledgement. A need for greater wholeness. Most of all, a need for healing.
That which we gravitate towards sexually is indicative of a deep psycho-spiritual need. A need for integration. A need for acknowledgement. A need for greater wholeness. Most of all, a need for healing.
29th Dec 2021 3:47pm
