Her secret

last nights bottle
lies empty
at her feet
she paints her lips red
trying to hide the pain
smile she does
always a fucking smile
to fit in
to be normal
she finds comfort
in her secret
the silent screams
are the loudest
but only in her head
trapped in this dark place
no one has ever been
a place so cold
that it drenches
your bones
bringing you
to your knees
to your lowest point
a tainted truth
is what she believes
and she finds comfort
in the liquid
that fills her
and makes her forget