Silent screams

these shame filled memories
just won't let go
they come
inside the empty clock
a broken past
comes storming back
the silent screams
slowly invade my throat
his cold hands
upon forbidden flesh
stifling the crys
cigarette stained breath
still drench my ears
the pain
still fills my lungs
I scream and beg
for the night
to fucking end
to no longer exist
in this very existence
to simply
just fade into the darkness