sorry for all the shitty birthday cakes

I always wanted to be "that" mum
healthy, homemade, and looking like
it belonged in a cook book

I failed on two out of three
though I tried so hard to find a balance
and Iet's be honest
I don't have enough patience
to be a home cook pastry chef

And maybe it's a defining moment
of your childhood
(as well as one of my parenting)
that my most memorable homemade meal
consisted of polenta, cup'o soup and cheddar cheese
and I know the croutons didn't really belong
but damn they tasted good
and maybe that was my win
making weird yet edible dishes
on a budget from whatever was in the pantry
and on special at the shops

Because my chocolate cake
that was so dense it was a choc chip
away from being a block of chocolate
and the somewhat gummy
vegan caramel cake you
challenged me to make on a dare
were definitely not my proudest moments

Though I tried so freaking hard
to be "that" mum
it's not who I was meant to be
and I'm sorry for all the shitty birthday cakes
I tried so hard to make but could never nail

I'll never forget that
your favourite birthday cake
was an $8 clearance chocolate cake
shaped like an echidna
and the only thing you were mad about
was that you couldn't eat the decorative
plastic face

Indie Adams 2021
Written by Indie (Miss Indie)
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