Missing him

At night I think of you lying in bed.
During the day, thoughts of you rattle me.  
Asleep I dream of you. I wish things were different, I wish for more.  
You are my lover, my friend, the one I adore.  
 
How weird it is how much my heart does sink.  
I hope your heart beat is back in sinc.  
For you I've been concerned. My heart for you has yearned.  
I've been trying to keep on going.  
Wondering, not yet knowing if you are all right, my love.  
 
You are strong and delicious. Completely auspicious.  
You have so much to be proud of, so much to live for.  
I hope you feel my love, you are so special, the one I adore.  
 
Keep going, keep swimming, keep pushing, keep fighting.  
 
I'm waiting for you in the room. My heart is pounding so hard. I hear a knock. It's you.  
I can't get to the door quick enough. We rush to each other, the door closes, you're inside. Our bodies melt. we are finally able to relax with one another's touch.  
 
We don't hesitate. Kissing. I'm on my tip toes, you lean down, such powerful kisses.  
We are so deeply connected. In this moment it feels like the world has stopped.  
Nothing else matters. It's just us.  
 
Gosh, I've missed you.    
 
Touching, caressing, loving, pressing. You take me right in your arms.  
Relaxed, warm, feelings swarm. Safe together. Everything's better. Free from harm.  
 
Thunder, lightning, loud and brightening are our hearts and breaths.  
You take me, slowly, gently show me, send me to the deepest depths.  
 
Kisses, melting, tingling, glowing skin, radiant eyes.  
You have me pinned.  
Messy hair, no despair, sweet surprise.  
 
You, rugged, honest, handsome, generous, romantic.  
Me, simple, cautious, loving, silly antics.  
 
Go slow, lets make it last. We both know we want it full blast.  
 
You give it to me, pleasure and all, slowly I take you in breasts heave and fall.  
Our bodies aligned with each other, room for breathing and no smother.  
 
Be my shield be my sword, protect me with your words.  
Love me as I am, take me as you will, as your lover, your girl, keep it a thrill.  
 
Full of passion, it has been ongoing for years. We're still in fashion and I'm in tears.  
 
It's my turn and I stroke you, I give you every part of myself.  
You love what I do. Keep me off the shelf.  
 
We fit like two puzzle pieces in a sea of puzzles.  
A warm fire we spark. With you my heart is parked.  
 
Sensual pleasures, romance treasures, lust in love, we go up above, I love you my lover.  
I want you, no other.