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Lucid Paradigms

“How are you ?!…” he asks
  
I wasn’t quite able to articulate the depth of risk let alone pain that’d been swirling for months but 10 seconds is all it takes until ones receptors are triggered, and instant relief washes over me whilst I find the peace I seek.    
   
The peace he once channeled into me whilst humming upon my lips. Noting, he no longer dulls my pain until I’m floating on cloud nine, and not even his cock will save me from myself today.    
   
All cashed up and nowhere to go, and we don’t talk about the perils of life as he zones into me, calculating ways in which he can whore my intellect to save him, from himself.    
   
He’s unable to deep dive as his past holds him to ransom, and I walk amongst his circles knee deep in his shallow waters, and I think to myself - fuck church; I don’t have time for his fucking sermon whilst kneeling like a pious at the altar of an empty vessel.  
   
It’s cold and my collar bones ache as I swaddle myself in his hoody, the one I lather with his ever lingering scent when I crave his presence but in truth, he’s deader than me, and there’s no hand to hold as he’s thrashing about on life support whilst tethered to a flimsy coy petal.  
   
He’s gasping for air, and I breathe too deep whilst inhaling the scent of him, infused with the saltiness of his ocean, and my devotion was founded upon treading water. The tide is high, and I’m flying to the moon again, so don’t fucking ask me how I am when you’re incapable of deep diving.    
   
Because, you’ll get some superficial ranty bullshit instead of the truth but I need a hot bath as I ponder dragging the razor along my cunt so he can hit it in all the wrong ways, post injecting me with his heroin until I’m high as a kite, floating in the breeze.  
   
And I come to my senses post cancelling the daedalian subscription he gifted me whilst bathing in the exhilaration that comes from earthing in the ocean at 11 degrees, to cleanse my auric field…
Written by shadow_starzzz
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