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    there's a deep appreciation and confidence in comprehending a written piece of music;    
   
   
     but everything isn't that way(for some)(personal opinion)....to simply nail down the timing, rhythm, and little to no mistakes; sharing the same "stage", space..same piece, on a different page....    
   
   
  a synchronicity perfected, as the nerves wouldn't interfere with the mechanical reflexes....a well "orchestrated symphony"    
   
   
  as I say to myself; it'll never be that good again.... like an injured athlete reflecting on "hey days"; while dreading old age....    
   
   
  what if that was the best of the best; as good as it would ever get?...a "glitchy" connection off and away from that long ago stage;    
   
 the only thing that seemed to make clear cut sense; so now whether others approve or not-,better believe some everyday (for what seems like the rest of one's life)stay "on the fence"    
   
and everyday dialogue is condensed; questioning the best way to figuratively and effectively non-exist....