see me in love

 
melancholy sees me awake
my heart keens I'm a misfit and it hurts
always a zebra to the host
there others like me now...savior

lingers the feelings and I succumb
melancholy lilting on the winds has begun
holding my thoughts private

I weep

hidden emotions surface
I hold my feelings close then release them
back to the aether, they rise as prayers

I will not be lonely

swirling my pain my soul sings
hear my heartbeat thump, thump,
Mephistopheles I miss you so dearly
you are the brother I remember
I hate that I need you

I've denied my self for so long it is second nature
I am confused
I am unsure of my place these days

I'm a powerful force
I've hidden my power
it will gather back to me later

will you know my face when you see it shining again?

I'm changing a changeling
does it become me?

your eye seeks for imperfections
it stirs your vigor to see me suffer
don't pity me I won't accept it
well I might

I'm looking across the horizon
wondering when my little soul
will finish planting dandelion seeds in the desert
and return to me wholly

run with me with abandon
isn't that what you want
hello I'm Wendy, windy

feel the waves of the abyss?

do you see my blue eyes pressed in the sands
the man behind blue eyes...sigh
yes I empathize really well with this grief

he is my sacred heart

do you yet yearn?

burn with a passion for a love you can't have

I do...

you