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Mirror Mirror

I see you
Put your hand to mine
Pick your head up
Look at me
Your eyes are red
Whether it's the drugs
Drinking
Or the mask you wear
Look at me
It's okay to cry
It's okay to not be alright
You don't need to numb anything
Feel it
Feel why this isn't what you want
Feel why this doesn't feel alright
Feel the change it's not bringing you

Are you tired?

Yes I know
I'm here
Let's rest for a bit
May I put your phone on the table?
Perfect
Come here
Put your hand to mine
No no
Pick up your head
Look at me
I got you
Everything is gonna be okay
I know you don't feel it right now
I know your drained
I know your asking why me
...
Hey
...
Lean your forehead to mines
Cry
It's okay
You know what we're gonna do?
Pick up your head
Let me see you
Yesss
Your so beautiful
You are so strong
They couldn't possibly understand everything
Maybe some things
Just not every detail
But who cares
You are on your own journey
You are gonna get up
Come on
Get up
Right now come on
Yesss
You know what?
You are gonna go and try one more time
You are gonna cleanse
You are gonna throw away every bad habit
You are gonna renew from the inside out
Are you listening?
Are you understanding?
Okay
It's not gonna happen over night okay
First
Your gonna tell everyone you are leaving for a bit
Don't worry your not losing anybody
The people who support you will understand
Next
Now jump in the shower
Play some high frequency healing music
Shower
Then sit under the water
Close your eyes
Shut everything else out
Listen to the sounds
Feel how the water hits you
runs down your body
Allow it to go in your pores
Releasing all the negativity
The numbness
The sadness
The fears
The everything people said or did to hurt you
The everything people didn't do to see you weren't okay
Let it all slip away into that drain
Refill with the water that's hitting you
All the positivity
The self love
The enthusiasm to be refreshed
The clarity of that you'll be more than okay
The light that will surround you when you get out
Your gonna glow
Your gonna be okay
Your not gonna be alone
Your gonna start over
This is you showing you how strong you are
Smile
You are already ahead now
Feel good
You are that much closer to what you want in life and who you truly want to be
You already forgot about everything else
Keep it all where it belongs
Where your going
It doesn't journey with you
It's like you shed out of your old skin
Your brand new
Let's treat this one better
Let's grow
Let's glow
Let's have less scars
Let's have less wrinkles
Let's be happy
Your unstoppable
Your amazing
Your healthy
Your a magnet of all good things
Now come on
Let's eat and sit on the porch
Relax
You don't have to rush
Tomorrow let's wake up early
Put your alarm
We can start with a good breakfast
Coffee
Orange juice
Whatever
Go see if that job is hiring
Or go to your job with this new look
Happiness
We're gonna think lightly
We're gonna put a mental sparkly bubble of your favorite positive color all around you
You see it
This is your bubble
Nothing negative can touch you if it tried
This light protects you
Be confident in it
You don't have to worry about it going away
They think they can pull you down
Just smile
It won't work
The day is too amazing
You aren't the same person remember
So let's go get this success
They won't be there at the end anyway
You'll be doing too great
I love you
You got this
I am here
..
Hey
..
Put your hand to mines
I see your head is up
Your smiling in confidence
It looks so good on you
Keep going okay
Remember it takes more than one day
Soon you'll be in such a better life
Just because your gonna try
Keep going
You got this
I love you
Your gonna look back and be happy about this day
Don't lose sight
Focus
Written by She_Cares
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Author's Note
You cannot rely on others to make you happy. That will only disappoint you. Self love, learning your self worth is such an amazing milestone.
Only you know what you been through so only you know how to truly pick yourself up. Do it. Trust it. Trust yourself.
Get yourself out the rut your in.
When you write the story of how you became successful. You are gonna be so proud of yourself. Don't push away helping hands, you really aren't alone and can learn amazing things from others you didn't even know could help push you to grow. I send light and love to you. Your gonna be great.
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