Whats so different now

My hair is red again
Just how you like it
I have my black bra on the one that crosses at my chest that you beg me to wear
The underwear the same
Do you think I have forgotten
I know what you like
Crawl across the bed
Massage you
Kiss down your neck
Bite here and there
I know all your weaknesses
You wanted to play games
Now im not gonna play fair
Bite my lip
Then tease the tip
 as i lick you up and down
Stroking you
Sucking you
Til you bust in my mouth
Til your moaning my name
I stop and look at you yeah
You could have had this but you wanted to play
So you remember the night I blew your mind
After that you wanted me
Still talk about all you remember
How does it feel to want something so
Bad
 remember it in full detail
The love that we shared
My best friend
When I wanted you
I wasnt enough
Until that fateful night
Then you want to talk about feelings
 how mind blown you still are to this day
And how you just want me
I wanted this so bad
I really did
But now you say it I see red
I should have been enough
Whats so different now.