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Now you want me
Why do you tempt me so
It isnt fair when at times you made me feel alone
Thrown to the back
Til it was convenient for you
I felt like an empty shell
Plastered on a smile
Pretended i was present
Inside i was breaking
screaming
Shaking
My heart was aching
I wanted you to hold me
I wanted to be enough
So much so you would get down on one knee for me
I dreamt of this
And how it would be
But yet again you left me
What now.
Your calling
Your texting
Saying how much you love me
Now you want me.
It isnt fair when at times you made me feel alone
Thrown to the back
Til it was convenient for you
I felt like an empty shell
Plastered on a smile
Pretended i was present
Inside i was breaking
screaming
Shaking
My heart was aching
I wanted you to hold me
I wanted to be enough
So much so you would get down on one knee for me
I dreamt of this
And how it would be
But yet again you left me
What now.
Your calling
Your texting
Saying how much you love me
Now you want me.
Published 21st Jul 2021
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This is tricky. The mechanical response would normally be to walk away from something that isn't working. Usually we have invested a lot of time & emotion in a relationship, so much so that it becomes complicated as far as taking appropriate action's concerned.
